TRUE NOTHING (2026)
released October 23, 2026 on Pirates Press Records (PPR456) and Lotterlabel (LL027)
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THE REDUNDANT PART
It’s getting kinda crazy
It’s getting out of control
It’s so tiring, so predictable
There’s something about that situation we are in
That was carefully created by design
Without a single thought in mind
Now here’s the thing, here’s the redundant part
It’s that your ignorance keeps showing that
There’s not just black or white
Don’t get me started about the damage you’ve done
To my neurologic system and my faith in unity is gone
On and on and on
Keep it going on
CUTTING DEEP
Try and keep up with the world that’s turning
Like an analog tape
A jealous heart keeps burning bridges
And self-reflection’s bad
Your bitterness is cutting deep now
Your bitterness is cutting deep
Buying all up what they’re selling
Used to be your perfect life
Now everyone gets everything
And you barely survive
What used to be a doll-like face
Turned into a mug
Better wake up, better give up
And you better reflect now
Your bitterness is cutting deep now
You better reflect now
Your bitterness is cutting deep
PEACE OF MY MIND
Sometimes it seems when I’m alone
I get so close to peace of mind
Sometimes it seems I’m getting better
I’m deceiving myself, right?
That’s right
Let’s go!
Sometimes it seems I get distracted
By a world that’s not too kind
Sometimes I wish I could escape
I can’t get out of my own mind
That’s right
Peace of my mind
Take over!
HELL TODAY
Another day
Another heartfelt effort drops dead on the floor
Another way,
Another waste of time turns out to pay no more
I’m so dense
I can’t breathe
And I can’t feel anything
No!
Don’t need no compassion
But I want my spot in life
I ain’t waiting for no shooting star,
Falling from the sky
Take it on the chin like a champ
Hey I can’t take in much more
Gimme something I can keep and hold onto
I’m tired of waiting and I ache for something new
I watch my world come crashing down on me
Meet me on the way out and to hell with today
Don’t ever tell me
‘Watcha waiting for?’
Or ‘there’s nothing you can do’
Cause when you’re down
You feel what matters most to you
I DON’T WANNA DRAG YOU DOWN
Something’s bugging me
Something’s eating me alive
Break the outside up
And see what’s hiding inside
And I don’t wanna wanna wanna drag you down
Something’s bugging me
Something’s tearing me apart
How could I ever shut up
I don’t wanna break your heart
And I don’t wanna wanna wanna drag you down
Sometimes I think I am going
Sometimes I think I am going insane
Only one, there’s to blame
And I don’t wanna wanna wanna drag you down
IN THE RED
TV never attacks
The moral’s now a lil lax
I blame it on reality
I’m betting on my sanity
In the red
In the red
What a riot it is
In the red
TV’s never burning out
A plastic face, a dirty mouth
‘s creating my reality
That’s what I call sanity
ALL OF YOU
It ain’t easy for anyone
But with a little bit of luck
You can make it
And find someone
Someone who treats you right
Around the corner there’s a broken heart
But with a little bit of trust
You can fix it and move along
And show me how that’s done
Now all i want is all of you, yeah
Some Say it’s chemistry
Or some force from above
Never mind what they call it, baby
We call it true love
It ain’t easy for anyone
And with a little bit of guts
You can turn our life around
Remember when we kissed?
And rolled around on the parking lot
We made the world disappear around us
Until we got caught
Always remember that
Now all i want is all of you
I don’t want no explanation
I always knew that
All I want it all of you
OUT OF LINE
It’s the middle of the night
And again, baby I can tell,
You’re bent on keeping me awake
No point in breaking in your monologue
No point in anything, ok
You’re way out – You’re way out of line
(As) the city awakes
It’s apparent i can’t win
Break the news, I never did
The girl I chose to be irrelevant
Put me in place in my own head, baby
You’re way out – You’re way out of line
Back up – Back away
It’s gonna kill me some day
You’re way out of line yeah
NEXT TO NO ONE
Hey! wait!
Got a minute?
I need a lil of your time
Just a little bit
I find words with a meaning
Cause I don’t wanna sound flat out illiterate
Blue skies seem darker these days
And nothing really seems to fall in line
Life sucks!
I know that feeling
But you and I fight a battle
Worth fighting for
We fall down
Get up bleeding
Never knowing what we want
Will we ever know
In a world full of sad and gloom you’re
Truly the rarest kind of you
And nothing really matters, baby
As long as you keep being true
Keep true to you
Thank you for being like next to no one
Don’t stray
Never lose your way
BAD INTENTION
Move into a new direction
We got lost because of bad intention
Bad bad bad intention
Like a tidal wave, like a chain reaction
Yeah, it’s all because of bad intentions
MODERN SIDE EFFECT
Modern time has side effects
Spread contagion
Throughout the land
Thoughts are burning
With primal fear
Turn it off
So I can’t hear
Take advantage of modern minds
That’s modern action, I’ve seen the signs
Times are changing morality
Turn it off
So I can’t see
Thoughts are burning, baby
I think I’m getting sick
Guess it’s better
Turn it up
So I can’t think
DYNAMIND
My tunnel vision is imbedded
in a constant blur
Dynamic – Dynamic
My head spinning and I faint
I can’t see no more
Dynamic – Dynamic
You drag me more than anyone
Now take the credit
Dynamind – Dynamind – Dynamind
No
Beat on me
Drag me down
Lift me up and bleed me dry
I’m right here, waiting and
You hate me more than anyone
Now take the credit
Dynamind – Dynamind – Dynamind
No
REVENGE
Yeah I was waiting for your summer to begin
And I was watching from the outside looking in
And I’m so happy for you
You finally broke through?
Revenge – that’s all you want
Revenge – that’s what you got
Revenge – now turn it up
For better or worse
Whatever never stop
It took some heart
You clenched your fist
You did it, baby
Shine on – shine on – resist
And I’m so happy for you
You finally broke through
So happy for you
Now do the thing you do
Revenge – that’s all you want
Revenge – that’s what you got
Revenge – now turn it up
For better or worse
Whatever never stop
BLACK AND BLUE
In a moment of pure silence
I heard myself speak some truth
It was imminent, it was frightening
But I kinda like what I was told
Do what you want
But no matter what, stop
Being everything that you’re not
This is your turning point
What else can you do
After all
You’re black and blue
Blue is the night
Waiting for me
Black is the soul
That slipped away
RUNNING OUT OF TIME
Running out of
Running out of time is now a daily thing
Behind my back it was creeping in
I feel it pounding on my battered brain
I feel it running through my vein
Running out
We’re running out of time
It’s a beautiful day’s still getting rushed away
I know what’s right due to my beliefs
Tied to a clock, too scared to break away
Who am i to say?
Time’s just a thief
Running out
We’re running out of time
You ever thought that we would be
SOLITUDE MATTERS
Lock the windows
Shut the gates down
Too many freaks are out now
Cut the phone line
Put the barricades up
I feel so out of place now
My Solitude matters
THE ALTERNATE SIDE
I’m on a killing spree tonight
I’m gonna finally get it right
Not gonna sit around and watch you take control
Ran out of risperidone
Took notes of everything you’ve done
Used to be well, now there ain’t none
Too many demons all around here all the time
It’s coming down to judgement night
The alternate side
One by one, they’ve got to go
But I don’t know
I don’t know how to survive
The alternate side
(Fade out my inner line)
TRUE NOTHING
Close your eyes and buy into a world
Where nothing’s ever real
Where history won’t mean a thing
And the future turns to some with less appeal
Where everybody stops to loathe
What they don’t understand
Find out what that’s like
it’s right at hand
Imagine all that heartache
Could be spared
When no one’s ever right
Entitlement means nothing
And they don’t believe in something
They can’t find
Well, every heart is filled with love
They just don’t know what that means
Happiness is never turning blue
It’s a world for me and you
Where nothing’s ever true
Nothing’s ever true
Yeah nothing’s ever true
I learned a thing or two
When nothing’s ever true
Don’t bail on me
I count on you to see
That nothing is as bad
As it appears to be
Where nothing’s ever true
Then no one’s ever right
It’s a world for me and you
Where nothing’s ever true
Yeah nothing’s ever true
They build a world for me and you